Nobody Knows

My lover left me but nobody knows
Back to her family but nobody knows
She's got a new job but nobody knows
She left me empty but nobody knows

So I bought a shotgun but nobody knows
And I bought some shells but nobody knows
I'll only need one but nobody knows
It's just as well that nobody knows

I'm leaving early but nobody knows
I'm going sailing but nobody knows
Out on the river where nobody knows
Set out my anchor where nobody knows

Drink lots of whiskey but nobody knows
Ain't gone to miss me but nobody knows
Empty the bottle but nobody knows
Drink my last swallow but nobody knows

I'll take my shoes off but nobody knows
A shell in the chamber but nobody knows
I'll kiss the barrel but nobody knows
A toe on the trigger but nobody knows

I'll put my foot down but nobody knows
One final flash now but nobody knows
They'll think I'm drownded but nobody knows
One final splash now but nobody knows

------Incidentally I just noticed that today is the one year anniversary of this blog.
Whoop-de-fuckin-do. Technically it's not really until next month since it was a month between the first and second posts because I'm an idiot. Happy Happy unbirthday to me.