Thursday, December 14, 2006

GuiTarzan HNT


Wish I was ocean size
They cannot move you man, no one tries
No one pulls you out from your hole
Like a tooth aching a jawbone...

I was made with a heart of stone
To be broken with one hard blow
I've seen the ocean break on the shore
Come together with no harm done...

It ain't easy living... I want to be as deep as the ocean mother ocean, yeah

Some people tell me home is up in the sky
In the sky lives a spy
I want to be more like the ocean
No talking All action...
No talking All action…

Ocean Size - Jane's Addiction

Yeah, so...all this talk of being "Right Sized"...it doesn't really work with my image of me as So Much Larger Than Life. Whatever. Day 59. I'm the right size Just For Today. This blog in its current form is going to shut down soon. I know I've been threatening it for a while but it's just not doing what I want it to do, which is sell my work. As it is I just reveal my greatest fears and sentence me to be exposed before my peers for the feckless fuck I really am. Plus I'm taking shit from all corners of my so-called "real life" for having the nerve to be here in the first place. I'm here to tell you that the view of my life from the cheap seats sucks. I'ma move up the front row.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Happy HNT.....you look great!

Regal said...

Great photo - Happy HNT

jillie said...

VERY nice picture!! Great words too..Love Jane's Addiction...
HHNT Andy
xo

erika said...

You have to do what you want to do. Congrats on 59!

Great HNT!

lime said...

love the title of the pic. and it's a cool pic too.

so are you going to give us a view from the cheap seats elsewhere or just shift the tone of this one? who are these real life snots who think you are nervy? gees....i think they are nervy.

59 and counting, wtg!

TequilaGirl said...

Leaving!?! You can't do that!!!

You're looking good Andy!!!

Happy HNT!

SeaRabbit said...

Humm... sure... unless you stop exposing yourself, you will always receive shit for a thing or another... We can't please everybody... I know, hard to accept, but that's the way it is for everyone with a 'personality'... "Feckless fuck"... I have no idea what's that mean... but I'm quite sure it doesn't describe you at all... just reveal my greatest fears,... I think only courageous people can do that publicly, or semi publicly... and it is beautiful... showing humanity at place of an ideal...
For what I read from others commenting here, I see nobody not liking the person you show us as YOU... and maybe if you were showing yourself more superficialy, we wont be so interested after a while to come back to see how your life is going...
So... you have an alternative to your decision... You stay with us here, us who care, or somewhere else if you prefer to choose who you want to read you, and then start another blog for promoting your creations...
That new blog will find people to promote it too... I garantie you a link on my blog... for what it wortes... ;-)

Bud said...

Sorry you're leaving but I understand. I started up to sell my work too. Haven't done that well but met a lot of people I wouldn't have. It encourages me to get better. so I'll keep going. Best of luck, Andy. I'll check your site.

jillie said...

GOOD LUCK AND MAY SUCCESS PAVE THE WAY!!!

barefoot_mistress said...

I love Janes Addiction! Hurray!